I’m thinking of quitting my job because I really don’t like it, I make very little money and I’m not gaining any meaningful experience.
While thinking about quitting, I made an imaginary conversation in my head with my supervisor. I started giving answers to the question: “What do you want to do if you quit this job?”.
I want to finally do my brand of clothing. I have the name, the logo and view designs. I want to do more of that and I want to do pop up shops and want to see people wear my stuff.
I want to draw more. I want to learn more about graphic design, I want to learn to use more designing programs and I want to do more designs.
I want to start doing “traditional” art. I want to draw with all kinds of pencils, pens, brushes, graphite. I want to paint, I want to carve, I want to print.
I want to photograph more. I want to finally do my own photography exhibition. I want to buy amazing camera and do better photos. I want to take photos of everything in my life.
I want to create. I want to wake up, be motivated, have an idea and do my best to execute my idea. I want at the end of the day to be like “I’ve made this! I worked today and created this. It’s the product of today’s work.”
I want to make things. I want people to see my things and have thoughts and emotions about what they see.
I just want to create.